Galatians 2:20

For I have been crucified with Christ, and I no longer live. But Christ lives in me. The life I live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave His life for me

Thursday, December 8, 2011

What's going to happen?

So, for those of you who don't know, I am moving away from PH. My dad and I are moving in with my friend, who lives on Bent Mountain. This does mean I am going back to Cave Spring, and I am overjoyed about that, but I have one question: Those kids who I've been running after the past few weeks, what's going to happen to them? I don't know who is going to look after them when I leave. Some of them don't have another kid chasing after them, loving on them. The ones that do I know are being left in good hands, but I have at least 1 who is going to have no one. I wanna know what's going to happen to him. I've watched 2 or 3 of the kids I've loved on come to Jesus, and I am overjoyed about that as well, but what about those who haven't?


I don't want to leave them with no one to run to. Especially since I know the Lord is working in them. I just want to know they'll be left in good hands. I never thought I'd say this, but I'm worried about leaving PH.  I want nothing more than for those kids to hear the message, and be changed by His hands. My friend Christian will no longer have that kid who can get real with him about life, until God gives one to him. I want to make the best of what little time I have remaining with him. I just want to know that he is going to be left in the right place.

God changed my heart in the way that it doesn't matter where I am, there will always be people there who are broken, and need Christ. I have stopped caring about where I was, and realized that God doesn't care who it is, they need Him. I have realized that God wants me to stop being lukewarm about chasing kids, but being real. He used PH to make me go hard. It's hard to love kids here. I don't know why, but it is. God's strength that has made it possible for me to see people's lives change. Even those who we never thought would. My heart breaks for the kids that don't have Jesus, and the fact that they might not have someone to love on them, just breaks it even more! I am so desperate for these kids to hear His words. That's my biggest prayer, is that someone would look after those guys.

I will miss parts of Patrick Henry. I just know that I'm being called back to Cave Spring. I pray that God would keep the fire in me. Kids in Cave Spring are just as broken as in PH. I just want them to know who Jesus is. I want to give them an accurate picture of Jesus, and let them know how much He loves them.

PH made me a stronger Christian. Maybe this is something that will help with Work Crew?


I love you guys!

TJ

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