Galatians 2:20

For I have been crucified with Christ, and I no longer live. But Christ lives in me. The life I live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave His life for me

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Lead Me

Lead me, with strong hands. When I can't do this, you can do it too. It goes both ways. Stand up when I can't. Even if I'm falling down, don't let me bring you down. Even so, if you're falling, know that I'll stand up, and be there to help you up. Don't leave me hungry for love. Be there to comfort, and to help me, and show me the way, and I also have the ability to do the same. Don't do something to show me any different from how you feel. I won't let my emotions change the game for you. Chasing dreams, but what about us? It's a good thing to go after what you believe, and don't let someone stop you from doing so, but remember to at least let me know if it's our last goodbye. Nothing can keep the mind from something you care about more than anything. Show me, you're willing to fight. Even though the past few weeks have not been good for us, I know I am willing to fight to keep it, so I would like you to try and fight too, as long as you're still where I think you are, and if not, tell me. That I'm still the love of your life. The way I've felt is just what you know. You have told me a certain thing, but it seems a heart has changed. If you don't have that same fire, then tell me, so it's not a fight for naught. I know we call this our home, we have said that this is how we feel. I'm sure if it on my part, and I want to know if you feel sure of it as well. But I still feel alone. It seems the fire has faded, on both sides, but my heart hasn't changed. It's time to show the true feeling, because a person's true colors come out in a hard time.

For any of you that know where I got some of the words in here, I know it's out of context, but it applies to how I feel right now. For those who don't, you may or may not figure it out.

Anyone who knows who I am, knows that I am a fighter. I don't let go easily, and I will only do so if I know there's more pain than gain. I feel like this is the most accurate way to show how I feel, and I want to be as straightforward as I can be.

I love you.
TJ

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