Because our school system is a bunch of idiots, I won't be going to Cave Spring this year, even though they lied to me. That's a whole different story though.
I have started playing football for Patrick Henry High. I must say, these kids don't know what it's like to have to work for something. Not that many of them go as hard as they can half the time, and they think that a spot on the field on Friday night is going to be given to them. There are seniors who don't know routes, and I must say I'm rather embarrassed to say that many of them are very out of shape.
Another thing I can tell you is, I'm not looking forward to this school year as much as I thought I was anymore. I don't want to be at this school, and I really just want to go back to Cave Spring. I just have to trust that God does indeed know why I'm there, and I pray that He will let me in on His little secret.
To all of my friends at Cave Spring. I love you guys, now more than ever. As the saying goes "You never really know what you have until it's gone." Even though I will still see you all at Young Life, or other places. I still feel as if there are many things that I've left unsaid. Things left undone.
To someone who should know who they are. I would like you to know that part of me hasn't changed a bit. I still really like you. I just can't tell you how much in person. Right now anyway. I know you're not even close to thinking about it, but my heart knows what it wants. I love you.
I just want to say that should my family's plan go the right way, I'll be back at Cave Spring hopefully by the end of football season, but I don't even know if we will by then. I will miss you all terribly, and I want you to know that I intend on finding the right group of guys to hang out with.
With a heavy heart, and still wandering mind, I want to tell you guys that I love you, more than ever before.
TJ
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